My daily Blog

🌸 Welcome to my blog

hi!! this is my lil space to share my thoughts, stuff from my life, and whatever i feel like. gonna try to post at least once a week to keep y’all updated! 💙

HELLOOOO!! today is sooo boring. i don’t work today, so i should probably start doing stuff that i usually can’t because of work or going out. the annoying part is that i have to ask my mom for permission to go out ALL WEEK 😭 on monday i’m getting my nails done, tuesday i wanna go out to dinner with my work friends for my birthday, wednesday i wanna go to the movies with a friend, THURSDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY, and on friday i wanna invite a friend i haven’t seen in yearsss to come over. really hoping she says yes. i still don’t really know what i wanna do for my birthday. i don’t have a lot of friends to invite over or go out with, and i also just broke up with my boyfriend not that long ago (like two days ago), so i honestly don’t feel like throwing a party. last year was kinda awkward anyway bc there was drama between some people, so yeah… i think i’ll probably just invite my cousin over, or maybe two friends at most. (also i gotta learn how to add images here and on my other blog lol, can someone explain it to me? TT)

hii!!! yesterday i went to work and it was kinda tiring. not too bad tbh. during the first shift i didn’t do much, but the second one was heavier, and also kinda awkward. one of my coworkers (who’s coming to dinner for my birthday on tuesday) kept INVITING EVERYONE. and honestly… yeah, i did think about having a little party on my actual birthday just for the people from work, because everyone there has had parties and they all invited me (mostly out of obligation, let’s be real). but their parties are always big and stuff, and for me it’s different. i barely get permission, my mom is always around, and it just gets awkward. also i KNOW that in the end, only the people i invited to dinner would actually show up. maybe two more out of obligation. so yeah… i’d rather save myself the weird feelings lol. my birthday week plans are still in progress. tomorrow i’m getting my nails done after theater rehearsal, and my cousin is staying over for a sleepover. tuesday i’m going out to dinner. wednesday is NOW UP IN THE AIR because the friend i was gonna go to the movies with said he might not be able to TT so if he says no, i’ll probably leave that day empty, or if he lets me know in time, i might go out with another friend. thursday IS MY BIRTHDAY. in the afternoon i’ll be with my family all day, and at night i wanna go out to dinner with my best friend just to talk, sing, and maybe drink a little hehe. and on friday a friend is coming over to my house. getting permission for all of this was CRAZY. well… not really lol. but i’m still asking for permission for wednesday and thursday. thursday i’m pretty sure they’ll say yes because, well, it’s my birthday. wednesday… idk, but the movie theater is literally four blocks from my house LMAOO so i have faith. i really wanna start a journal this year, like those pretty ones you see on tiktok. i have a bunch of notebooks, but none of them are new (¬_¬") so i either need to buy one or actually look through them properly. i do have some stickers, but i wanna buy more just for that. i genuinely have hope that this year will be a good one. and in a way, this blog is also kinda like a journal (i promise i’ll try to make it cuter… SOMEONE HELP ME WITH A POCHACCO PIC). this is where i’ll talk about different parts of my life, which is why NO ONE from my irl will EVER find this blog LOLL. anywayyy, i’m gonna go look for a notebook for my journal now. see you tomorrow or whenever i can, bc like i said, it’s gonna be a kinda busy week LOL. BYEEE

hi, ok so… yesterday and monday were a total mess. well, yesterday not THAT bad, but monday? yeah, monday was a disaster. so, you know how i had my nail appointment on monday? it was scheduled for 5:30 and i had already confirmed it and everything. also worth mentioning: theater rehearsal got canceled that day. anyway, i was all ready, and at 5 they tell me “we’re leaving now” and i’m like “??” because i live super close to the place. if i left right then, i would’ve arrived at like 5:05, which was way too early. i started arguing with my grandma because i KNOW i told her it was at 5:30, but she kept saying i said 5. then she goes “do you wanna go or not?” and i said yes, and she said “then we’re going now or you’re not going at all.” so we went, and OBVIOUSLY THE GIRL WASN’T THERE YET. i told them i could just stay there and wait because they were gonna go visit one of my aunts (like… they couldn’t wait 20 minutes?? my aunt wasn’t going anywhere, and my appointment wasn’t gonna be another day). and they were like “no, absolutely not, we’re not leaving you here, get in the car, we’re leaving.” AND I HAD TO CANCEL MY APPOINTMENT WITH ONLY 20 MINUTES LEFT. HORRIBLE. but honestly that wasn’t even the worst part. when i called my mom to tell her she didn’t need to pick me up anymore, she asked why. i explained everything, she laughed at first, and then i took the chance to ask her if i could go out to dinner with my best friend on my birthday (yeah, the movie plan got canceled). she suddenly gets SUPER serious and goes “NO. it’s YOUR birthday, how are you gonna go out? it’s the only time i get to see you.” and i was like “aren’t we gonna go out to eat or something?” and she says “OF COURSE WE ARE, WE’LL GO TO DINNER WHEREVER YOU WANT.” and i said “but it’s not the same, i wanna go sing.” and she starts yelling at me: “THEN LET YOUR FRIENDS CELEBRATE YOU, BUT DON’T COUNT ON ME FOR ANYTHING ANYMORE, DO YOU HEAR ME?” and then she hangs up on me (she was literally already at the front door). i went and hid in my aunt’s closet. after a while, more of my aunts arrived because we were gonna cut the rosca de reyes, and she avoided me the entire night. my cousin also stayed over for a sleepover, so she had even more chances to avoid me. yesterday when i apologized, she just ignored me. when she got home from work, she grabbed her stuff from our room and went to the kitchen. she didn’t talk to me. when she drove me to dinner, she didn’t talk to me either (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠). i don’t know if she’ll talk to me today or tomorrow. today she’s taking me to theater rehearsal, and it’s a 20-minute drive with just the two of us… i really hope she talks to me. anyway… so far that’s how things are. last night at dinner with my friends i actually had a really good time. i spilled my drink all over my legs, but the waiter was super nice and told me not to worry about it. my friends almost gave him my number, but they didn’t, and i don’t even remember why lol. after that one friend left, it was just me and two other friends, and we started playing pool (we DEFINITELY don’t know how to play pool lol). it was really fun, i genuinely had a great time. that’s it for my updates for now. wish me good luck today. i probably won’t have time to write tomorrow, but i’ll try because i really wanna tell you how my birthday goes. okayyy BYEEE. one more thing… PLEASE follow me guys pls 😭 i promise i’ll try harder with this blog, just please follow me TT

hii, wow… it’s been way too long since i last wrote here. sorry for the inactivity, things have been really chaotic lately. i finally have a little moment to write now. so where did i leave off? my mom did talk to me again and we’re okay now. my birthday was… “good.” we didn’t go out to dinner like i wanted, probably because my mom was still a bit upset, but later i got my gifts and my mom showed me a REALLY sweet video she made for me. honestly, it was a good birthday. not the best i’ve ever had, but not the worst either. i spent it with my family and that was nice. on sunday i went to a friend’s house because it was her birthday, and while i was there i found out a lot of things. there’s a girl in my friend group who i had a problem with about two years ago, and apparently she’s STILL talking about me. she’s actually the reason i broke up with my boyfriend on new year’s, because i told her something in confidence and she went and told him, and he got mad at me over it (well… there were more reasons too). the thing is, she even went and bought him something after that, so i really don’t know what her problem with me still is. because now she treats me like we’re totally fine, she doesn’t talk badly to me, she’s always really nice, and we seem like good friends. but somehow i always find out she’s saying stuff about me behind my back. at the party i found out she said i celebrated my birthday and didn’t invite any of my friends, which is COMPLETELY A LIE. that honestly made me feel really bad. and on top of that, my best friend — who i don’t talk to anymore — was also there. we saw each other, but we couldn’t talk. every time i see him i get sad, because i know i can’t just go up to him, talk to him, and tell him how much i miss him. he did wish me a happy birthday, but he did it at like 1am… so technically when it “wasn’t my birthday anymore.” he told me he hoped i had a good day, and i told him i wished i could’ve spent it with him. anyway, on a different note, i finally got my cards and did some paperwork i needed to take care of. i also started taking driving lessons (BECAUSE NO ONE IN MY HOUSE WILL TEACH ME 😭). so every morning i’ve been taking driving classes, and honestly it’s really fun. i’m learning a lot. i’m learning in a manual car, which is actually great because i wanna learn that first and then switch to automatic later so it’s easier. yesterday i finally went to the movies with the friend i was supposed to go with last wednesday. we couldn’t go back then, but we went yesterday and it was fun. we talked a lot about what’s been going on in my life. he told me he hasn’t been doing much lately, but yeah, it was really nice seeing him. he’s always fun to be around. so yeah… that’s basically what’s been happening in my life so far. AND THROUGH ALL OF THIS I STILL DON’T KNOW HOW TO ADD PHOTOS TO THIS THING. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME. anyway, see you in another update whenever i write again. love u guys. PLEASE FOLLOW ME. bye. (And yeah… i STILL haven’t gotten my nails done TT)

🐾 My school

at school i have a small friend group. most of us are girls, plus one guy. there are 7 of us now, but we used to be 9. two friends (who were the closest to me) dropped out, which honestly sucked. one of them and i started having this weird rivalry for some reason (?) but she’s still my friend, even if we barely talk anymore. also… the only guy in the group, let’s call him Alex (fake name), i do NOT like him. he’s always making gross, sexist, out-of-pocket comments and then trying to cover it up with “humor.” talking to him is sooo uncomfortable sometimes, like… who does he think he is? at least i’m on vacation rn, and he keeps saying he wants to drop out too. please do bro 😭 lol